cash in

as the sea welcomes me 

and my mind gets emptied by the salt of the warm water

I long for a new tomorrow made of deep feelings 

and virgin of any worries 

as I know I’ll eventually cash in the money of my combats

there’s no one to seize the quantity of doubts I’ve had 

there’s no one to understand how lonely I’ve felt in the crowd 

on my own, I stand and I’ll die 

on my own, I’ll get there after a great deal of cries 

boats pass by on the afar horizon as my vision gets blurry

blurry from the tears I no longer cry

blurry from the chaos that messes with my heavy head at all times 

I’ll grow, I’ll fly in times and ultimately get where I ought to the world to be 

I know my path is full of question marks and negativity 

but I also know there’s a light shining over me 

It’ll never leave me to fail 

I’ll always stand, until I die