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Agressive. 

Words as sharp as knife, coming out of your mouth.

Leaving me hurt, hanging. 

In my head, they twirl, they spread everywhere. 

I snap. 

I know the drops will soon make their way out of my humid eyes. 

I see you, looking at me in the weirdest manner. 

Looking at me like you don’t know me.

And I feel the distance growing between us.

A wall built out of the dirty words and tears we conveyed at this party. 

A terrible party, made out of boredom and fear. 

Made out of judgement and misunderstandings. 

I’ll let you think about leaving me, 

I’ll let you hate me. 

As I’ll feel guilty of it all, unworthy of your love. 

Unworthy of any love.