forever dead

bang on my head 

bump on a road 

scars on a burnt skin 

dead cells 

my brain freezing 

for you call out my name

for I stopped walking 

my knees flat on the ground 

my heart dropped dead 

could it be true that I lost it ?

lost your consideration and your love forever 

could it be that I no longer deserve your attention ?

somewhere someday, you’ll find me starved and hungry 

for something close to what you used to offer me 

for something similar to your beautiful ancient words 

those that you no longer pronounce

at least, not to me