sental 33

Looking at you hurts. My heart is sour.
Today smells like rain.
The drops washing my pain but the melancholy remains.
Beautiful ancient memories in my head.
I cry out the bitterness of my unanswered feelings.
Like a hole on  a bucket you are emptying me.
Looking at you hurts as if my heart was ripped out.
Tormented, I have this acid taste in my mouth.
A bowl of hate in my guts, I howl for you to the sky every nights.
Endless nights without you, I sleep alone, dreaming of your come back.
I remember your arms around my shoulders.
Your beautiful smell everywhere, filling my room. 

I remember your lips kissing mine slowly and I feel the void around me.
Loneliness is heavy and infinite.
Craving for a sign of you,

nothing ever happens as you forgot me, erased me from your mind. 

Mourning while wandering in the empty streets.
Shadows dancing in my mind.